Still Struggling To Get Started

Today is May 2, 2009 and I am still struggling to get to where I want to be with my writing. My hubby is still sick and all I do is work, and care give. Writing is important to me and I really need to make it a priority. I get lots of good ideas and I have most of them written down. I am also reading a lot of Karen Kingsbury, Terri Blackstock, Nicholas Sparks, and James Patterson. They all publish regularly and when I grow up I want to be just like one of them. Even as I write this I am so tired my eyeballs hurt, but I have to be up to be available for my husband. I am tied to a life that is not edifying to my life. That's terrible to say but it's how I really fee.